I’m a recovering heroin addict coming up on a year clean, and this my Dad & Mom’s handwriting that I got from letters to me in rehab. My dad is on my left foot for always inspiring me & my mom is on my right for always teaching me to do the next right thing. These are my favorite out of my six, and I love them. Done By Jon at Pinz & Needlez Tattoo in Edgewood, MD.
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By Rodrigo Souto
Liberty Boy (NYC, May 2010)Some people claim this to be the most ugly Banksy piece around, what do you think?
What am I?
I know I’m the ugly girl that no one should talk to. I know I’m the entertainment that makes it socially acceptable to fake nicety to me. I know I’m the chubby girl that no guy would want to date. I’ve had bets placed to date me.. To lie that they like me! I know that no one see’s everything I do, because no one asks, no one thanks me, no one tells me I’m great and worthy. I raised my GPA from 1.6 to 2.5 in one year.. My mom tells me I fail at school whenever it strikes her to say something to me. My best friends act annoyed by me at school, and they don’t talk to me out of school. At Young Life(christian youth group) all my dear friends smiley falsly at me, I never get the good bye hugs. I never get hugs. I don’t remember the last time I heard ‘I love you’. Why is it that my 40 inch waist, 48 bust, 50 hips, and 5 feet 6 inches is disgusting? How come because I weigh 226 pounds do they tell me I’m fat? How come I don’t weigh 113 pound; 23 inch waist, 32 hips, 36 bust? How come I’m not blond with straight hair? How come my teeth aren’t white? How come my skin isn’t golden?
I’d like to ask why they don’t love me.. But I really want to know why I can’t love myself!
Each person I encountered, I Couldn’t wait to meet..
Have you ever wondered how everyone else perceives you? I’ve been called sweet and beautiful; but I’ve also been dubbed unworthy, whorish, stupid, ugly.. I don’t entirely believe either argument.
What I believe is that I am not the person I’d like to be.
What I want to be, not necessarily in order;
1. beautiful
2. skinny
3. Tall
4. a Ballerina
5. natural
6. healthy
7. nonsmoker
8. honor student
9. friend
10. girl friend
11. hipster
12. amazing
13. loved
14. loathed
15. an author
16. english
17. smart
18. funny
19. wanted
20. understood
That’s not all, but I’d like to take a deeper look at a few of these.. Like being a Ballerina! This is my greatest wish; to be all of these things wrapped into a glowing entity that glides across ones vision. I’d say. in theory, all of my wishes could come true.
However, at 120 pounds my mother told me I was too fat, too fat to ever be that graceful woman on stage. I wasn’t I see that now, at 226 pounds. Is it still possible to achieve what I truly desire? Or will my depression and eating habits be the demise of what I deem a worthy life?
To be or not to be, that is my choice.
(by PhilKolchin)
